Take Care

I don’t think I can handle another thing happening to me this year. Fuck sophomore year of college. First I lost my aunt in August then I find out I can’t register for my Junior year ed courses. In March my uncle passed away and in April is wife passed away. Now two hours ago, an amazing person passed away after her long struggle with Leukemia. What else….

But rest easy Julia. <3 5/8/12

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me on friday

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When tomorrow starts without me, and I’m not there to see.

If the sun should rise and find your eyes all filled with tears for me.

I wish so much you wouldn’t cry, the way you did today,

While thinking of the many things we never got to say.

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I know how much you love me, as much as I love you.

And each time that you think of me, I know you’ll miss me too..

But when tomorrow starts without me. Please try to understand..

An angel came and called my name and took me by the hand,

It seemed my place was ready- In heaven far above,

And that I would have to leave those I dearly love.

But as I turned to walk away,  a tear fell from my eye.

For all of life, I always thought I didn’t want to die.

I had so much to love for, so much yet to do,

It seemed almost impossible, that I was leaving you.

I thought of all the yesterdays, the good ones and the bad.

I thought of all the love we shared, and how much fun we had.

If I could relive yesterday, just even for a while.

I’d say goodbye, then kiss you ‘til I saw that special smile.

But then I fully realized, that it could never be,

‘Cause emptiness and memories, would take the place of me.

And when I thought of all those things I might miss come tomorrow,

I thought of you, and when I did, my heart filled with sorrow..

But when I walked through Heaven’s gates, I felt so much at home.

When God looked down and smiled at me, from his great and golden throne

He said, “This is eternity, and all I’ve promised you.

Today your life on earth in past, but here it starts anew.

I promise no tomorrow, but today will always last.

And sine each day is the same day, there’s no longing for the past.

But you have been so faithful, so trusting and so true,

Though there were some things you shouldn’t do.

But you have been forgiven, and now at last you’re free.

So come and take me by the hand, and share my life with me”

So when tomorrow starts without me, don’t think we’re far apart,

For every time you think of me, I’ll be right there- in your heart.

Written by: Anonymous

It sucks that it takes something like this to realize who your true friends are. 

Last night I found out that there are rumors going around this fucking school about me. Like I’m a “homewreker” and a “whore” Really? Do you shit heads have nothing better to do in your life than to start this shit? What makes it even worse is that I know who started these rumors. This shit isn’t worth it. I would rather loose friends than anything right now.

So down to what happened. Last semester I hooked up with one of my friends for awhile who let me say was single. Well he decided to get back with his ex girlfriend who I can’t fucking stand. Anyways obviously has a human being I was upset. The way I was treated after that by her was so uncalled for. Recently however, she messaged me on Facebook and told me how if I have a question about her I need to talk to her and not her bf. Which started a huge fight in her telling me how I tried to ruin her relationship with him. Bull Fucking Shit. I could care less about their relationship. Not my place I don’t give a fuck. Now I have to talk to the bf who used to be one of my good friends. Lol what a good joke. 

Now, Its spring semester and this is when all this shit is coming back up. Dear God, help me. So, a few weeks ago I hung out with this kid who was there for me when my Uncle passed away in March and then he was here for me again when my Aunt passed away a few weeks ago. Well I hooked up with this kid, and now the whole fucking campus knows. And the rumors were spread that I’m a “home wrecker” and a “whore”. Yup I’m the farthest thing from that.

I’m just going to keep my head high and my middle finger higher.

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